Rejection Is Redirection

Hello and Happy November!

A few weeks ago, I wrote about journaling and how important it is to me and my well-being. During that time, I stumbled upon a journal prompt that encouraged me to reflect on failure and how it lead me to something greater – a chance to rewrite the narrative.

I shared the story of auditioning for a performing arts high school, where I did so bad, I left the room in tears. Back then, I was deeply hurt and believed I had flushed my opportunity down the drain. The self-criticism that followed was relentless; I wouldn't let up on myself. I kept telling myself I should have practiced more or chosen a better piece to play (this was during my pianist era). However, in hindsight, being rejected by that school might have been the best thing to happen to me.

It led me to audition for another school where I met lifelong friends, discovered my beloved Howard, gained my graphic design skills, graduated early, and opened doors to unimaginable opportunities.

In that moment, it seemed like everything was falling apart, but in reality, it was all falling into place.

Throughout life, we experience periods of feeling lost, where we question what's happening and how to fix it. We may believe that everything and everyone is against us. We compare ourselves to others, doubting our worth. The is so far from the truth.

Life's hurdles aren't obstacles but instead are like guiding bumpers, pushing us toward our true path, even when we think we know better.

Reflecting on my experience, I believed that my first high school choice was my ultimate destination. I thought I'd continue pursuing piano, study English at NYU, and reside in NYC forever. Little did I know that failure would become a pivotal stepping stone in my life. Without it, I might never have become the person I am today.

In conclusion, rejection isn't the end. It's a redirection toward something better. What we may think we want, isn't actually what we need. The universe understands and guides us accordingly.

Until next time, xo. - Jaelyn <3